*yawns*

I'm still overdosing on J2 fic. Well, I'm not overdosing yet; as a real addict, my tolerance gets higher the more I take. I also had friends over this weekend, which is why I wasn't around at all, and every time I turn around there's more J2 fic to read, so yes, I'm going slowly insane.

I love it.

In other news, I continue to watch season 4 of Smallville. After I got over my initial laughing fits (okay, I still laugh when there are BEAMS coming out of his eyes, but who wouldnt?), I'm beginning to be less clueless about the reasons why people would like this show. Yes, it's annoyingly colorful. BRIGHT. Very BRIGHT.

On the other hand, as unnaturally bright as it is, as unnaturally pretty it is. And (I probably mentioned this before), Jensen Ackles is like the prettiest thing ever, and Jensen Ackles on a pretty show like Smallville is so much Prettiness that I have a hard time catching up with all the squeeing that needs to be done. So I understand why, on top of being pretty, Smallville can't also be good, because what would we do if it were pretty and good? It would drive everyone insane! (best example of way too pretty and way too good for its own good is Supernatural, which, yes, has been driving me insane because I am so completely and utterly and foolishly in love with it).

Better not make the same mistake with Smallville, and no danger there, no sir.

Except.

Except then he (Clark) goes and says things like

"Every handshake, every hug, every time I'm out on that field, I make a conscious decision to fall when those guys hit me so they don't get hurt. No matter how hard you try, you can't understand that."

'Oh." says Oceana. 'Oh.'
'So that's what it's all about.'

But for now, I only intend to watch season 4, nothing else. (so yes maybe I have bought season 1 because it only cost 10 Euro on amazon, but I certainly don't intend to watch it *is in denial*)

Anyway, that's the state of fannish me. I hope you are all doing fine and are having as much fun with fandom as I have at the moment. Even though I don't share the fun as much I'd like to.




I used to do a little but the little wouldn't do,
so the little got more and more
I just keep trying to get a little better
said a little better than before

...

Stuck it in the middle, and
Shout it in the middle, and
It drove me out of my mind
Shoulda known better, said
I wish I never met her, said
I leave it all behind