NCIS 2x23 "Twilight"

[oceana]

I am still a bit in shcok. I guess some part of me was hoping that the whole "lose one of their own" was just a bad joke. Guess it wasn't. Of course I had my suspicions that Kate was going to die, because she was the only one that made sense, but still. I LIKED Kate. I really really liked her. I LIKE her. I'm not going to stop liking her now, not until she's buried. NCIS may not be Stargate, but let me keep my hope for a while longer.

I thought that the episode was great, but too short. It wasn't an outstanding ep, not like for example SG "Heroes". But this is NCIS, they rarely do outstanding. They just do great eps, every single time. "Twilight" is no exception. While I was watching there were so many things I wanted to squee about, all the Gibbs/Tony love that is SO canon by now. All the love I have for each single character. But I didn't dare take notes until I knew who was dying for sure. What if I had squeeed about Tony standing there, saying "I guess I have died" and then Gibbs giving him that slap on the head, to let him know that he loves him, and then they would have killed Tony? Of course, had they killed Tony, I'd hardly be able to write anythign right now.

Okay, my thoughts aren't very coherent. I was going to work on my NCIS first time fic this weekend, but I'm nto sure if I can. One thing is sure: if I ever manage to write it, it's going to take place before this episode.

I think I'll watch it again now and cry a little. Maybe that will help.